Running on empty

yea, im running on empty....i've been really busy for the past couple of days...yea like what have I been doing eh? lol work and some school stuff, ugh applying again for univ sucks sooo much you have to do all the requirements and shit, not to mention it costs sooo much bah, its for something better i guess. So yea an update on the guy im dating......i dont know what to do with him.....he lives too freakin far, we cant hang whenever we want to...we have to plan everything...which kinda sucks, like this weekend i freed up friday so we could hang but he was busy, saturday night he's going somewhere, sunday he has a game...blah i dont know what to do? not to mention I THINK i had a moment with a guy at the gym! lol the guy i had a crush on for the longest time hahaha......I went last night and surprisingly he was there....mmm and i think he has a bf cause the first time i saw him he was with someone but now he's all alone soooo i dont know..anyways he was in the tread and i got some water from the foutain......when i was going back, i passed him and he looked at me....then again...and again...and again.....and again...happened repeatedly when i was going back and forth "for water" LOL =P i know something's up...anyways after my workout i took a shower, and after my shower ...BOOM he was there shirtless...OMG whew...yummy....i got dressed quickly cause i know he's leaving soon, we ended up leaving at the same time......then we took the same train too...he got on a different coach tho anyways I still saw him got off and he was looking at me when he got off...i was sitting by the window......and damn he is too hot....hot meaning cute and smokin! =P damn! i want him now LOL......ok, so what to do?!?! bah this is so hard lol.....when it rains, it pours.............and yea im talking about guys hahahahahahaha =P I've decided to move out this summer....so i better start saving up...meaning go out at least once a month, cut down on my expenses, use my phone less....no more buying stuff......cancel my trainer?????? =( noooooooo nah i'll keep him...speakin of which.....HE IS YOUNGER THAN I AM....thats not good...lol its like being taught algebra by a first grader!!!!!!ugh i didnt like it when he told me how YOUNG he was.....he's 20 now....turning 21...he's going to vegas for his bday.....made me so jealous..he has a smokin bod already,at 20! fucker anyways i thought he was like 25-27! lol yea he looks older LOL and he looks like that fish when he grows his scruffs LOL not good, but for real he has crow's feet already and im like wow your 20?!?!?hahahahaha oh yea sorry again for not posting anything these past few days....anyways thats it for now, i have to get ready for work.....later guys!!!!=)

people i miss:

the sun...its too cold
my grandfather
my cousins
my friends
THE guy im seeing
Kylew776
Bendy
Xander
Austin =P
tdk
aly
benD =P
and a lot more! lol

2nd chances are worth it?

Just got back from a date....yes my friends...a date....snatched one after uhh months, and WOW i love this feeling, im in a happy place right now i think, im gonna have this smile till i go to bed...WOW he was just sooo sweet, funny, kinda shy and mysterious, but that just makes mewant him even more....=) he drove me home.......and we kissed....aawwwwwww LOL short but sweet.....loved it...he's just too sweet, cuter than i thought he would be, i was in the washroom ...blushing lol.......it was a fun, lovely,sweet, nice, cute, and everything nice and shiny date :) YAY for me!! =P oh yea he was the guy who ditched me the first time...but damn he made up for it =) good job =) see ya!!:):):).....now i can finally say im SEEING some one!! LOL

Jumper Hangover

So yea, Im talking to a high school buddy of mine, he's in arizona now, and we're talking about jumper....the movie, well lets just say he doesnt know that i have a crush on Hayden...but thats beside the point, Hayden's character made us jealous...being able to teleport in different places INSTANTLY. I really think its awesome. I really want to travel the world, thats why I chose the program im gonna be taking this fall....if you don't know....talk to me MORE! lol anyways, there are so many places i want to visit, number one on my list is rome...just like Rachel bilson's, second is Paris, I just want to do that euro backpacking thing....then go to tokyo, then korea, australia, new zealand, hawaii, south america, then back up here...so yea pretty much around the world. HA!! when i was a kid i used to lie about going around the world with my parents...and my friends believed me LOL and one of them asked me when they went over at our house..."so where are all the souvenirs you guy's have been collecting from traveling" and i pointed at the vase in the living room, and some wooden sculpture LOL and I told him the rest were up in the attic...and he believed me! lol up till like the 6th grade LOL but yea traveling has always been my passion! tho i have never traveled anywhere before......i dunno i feel like im a free sprited person, take me where ever and I'll be alright...thats about it for now....Im thinking of starting a video blog as well...just a possibility =) laters

There's a new guy in town

DAMN!!! I watched Jumper today...it was alright....the best thing about the movie was Hayden Christensen.....damn I became a fan since I saw him on Star Wars and Life as a House....not to mention he's Canadienne =P He is totally gorgeous...he's maddd hotttt =P He's tooo adorable...and if you've been reading my posts lately...you'll know there's a trend as to who's my type or not lol ha! whatever...I think i mentioned it anyways on my previous post hahaha =P

Easter Shopping?

So I'm bored and doing nothing.....and I'm at best buy's website.....I want to buy a desktop computer hahaha, I am so tempted to bust out my credit card and buy one.....fuck...do I really need a desktop right now? hmmmm yes! lol i think my laptop is getting over used cause its always on...and i mean ALWAYS, 24-7.......the lcd's gonna burn out soon hahaha, fuck i want a hp desktop and an apple laptop....lol, well im gonna buy my sister's mac, and this laptop of mine is gonna be handed over to my dad... =S lol good thing i have an external hard drive :P (it wasnt my idea..lol thanks ben =P and i doubt that you'd be on my blog reading about this) anyways. Its just $750...lol damn it its a trip to LA! hahaha Florida even or any where warmer than this freezer we're in. then again, a trip is just a trip....and my desktop is gonna stay with me forever :P plus it looks nice...i like them nice and shiny....=P Ok im gonna wait for my pay check and see if i could afford one right now lol..if i do....you guys would know...definitely=P

Happy Easter!

Somebody posted this one on my wall...just thought it was really funny and cute, and I just want to share it with you guys :)

Happy Easter guys!!!! =)

Photographs

Im a frustrated photographer =) deal with it! haha

A Kiss Goodnight?

Ha! its 2 am and my friend just got home from his date with this hot anf guy haha...thanks for rubbing it in!!! i know you're crazy over him....feel free to do so ugh yea I think i might be jealous, he's getting all the hot guys and im not?!? what the fuck is wrong with the world today...if you guys only knew.....bah oh well, my time will come....10 years from now LOL hey im young.....i can wait, I guess, FUCK...oh well, good stuff comes to those who wait.....patience..patience.....bah!!! ughhhh i think i might have to go to U of T this fall!!!!ugh damn it damn it damn it!!!!WHY!?!?!?!?not me? OMG my friend is still yapping on and im sorry but shut it and be sensitive! lol you know your friend you're talking to right now (me) is still single!!!!!!! so shush!!Fuck if i hear that msn beep again im gonna freak out!!!Go to bed and stop making me jealous!!! damn it!

Anyways, just finished watching the movie Definitely Maybe, it was sweet....I liked the character of the little girl, very cute...Ryan Reynolds was alright, I think he could've done better, I wasn't feeling that much emotion from him, I think he might've lost that quirkiness he had before....back in the days of Two Guys, A Girl, and a Pizza Place. Yea I used to watch it as a kid.


hmmmm......just blabbering about my day....stuff about me, sometimes i think blogs are too selfish, in a way that it tells only the ideas of the author and persist that it be a fact but in the end it's just another opinion lost in a sea of words....ok im going to stop there cause i know im not making any sense, or im just trying to be artistic hahaha alright...have a good night! I'll leave you guys with this song by Ben Lee called Catch My Disease. It's a fun,upbeat song....gotta love it hehe tho he might look kinda odd, but whatver =P

Moulin Rouge

This just popped inside of my head while talking to someone...and if you're reading this....shut up =P Anyways, Its the love medley or whatever you want to call it in one of my favorite movies of all time... Moulin Rouge, Nicole Kidman is ever so gorgeous and Ewan McGregor had a really stunning voice, I was actually surprised that he could actually sing...So yea this was one of favorite parts of the movie =)

American Boy

I like one of the models in the video, the guy with the scarf and sunglasses around his neck...cute=)

This song is just awesome lol, listen and watch the video =P enjoy!

Single

*Im gonna rant....so please bare with me :P


YES, I'm STILL single...why? I really don't know, some people say I have really high standards, but come on, people should HAVE standards....this is how we live our lives, we have our own tastes and thats what makes us unique.

OK, guys, have you seen the side bar?!? There's an application there...LOL dating made easy? Damn I wish! SO FAR 2 people have filled out the application...Thanks...for making me feel such a sore ass loser...yes I can't get guys the "regular" way cause ONE, my type of guys aren't really that open in the pulic....discreet...and TWO, I dont fucking know how to get one in a regular way, sure I smile here and there to some random strangers in the gym, in the mall, where ever but do they reciprocate? NO...no one has really approached me in real life (bars not included cause in there, people are just drunk and they dont think properly). No one has ever asked me out on a date...a regular, real one.

Seriously, whats the deal gay/bi men of toronto, Im getting sick and tired of playing games and shit, I just want a nice guy to go out with and hang out, watch movies, go clubbing, kiss and make out at the end of the night....I'm a romantic...hopeless at that...I wear my heart out on my sleeves...am I too much? I guess...well, deal with it! If you really like someone, you'd compromise...you'll put anything on the line...or at least I would. Think of it this way...you know when you have kid's you want them to be really happy and you'll love them unconditionally and try to give them everything that they want...same thing goes for your lover/ special someone.

Anyways, I hate it when you tell people/ the guy to call you back and he never does...he doesn't even give the slightest interest on reaching his phone and TXTING me.....well I guess not after 3 DAYS! Thanks. Not to mention he was all over me during the party and was on his knees after being such a douche before that. Well i kinda gave him a 2nd chance but now he blew it! Guess why I'm not at your party or calling you back...douche. At least show some effort man.

That was last month, moving on....I had another guy ditch me for our date last weekend...THANKS... I was actually looking forward to seeing vantage point...apparently he was "sick" from last night's crazy drinking...reschedule? HA! Try reaching me first! =P I've had enough of 2nd chances, I know I should cut him some slack, but if i do, I just risk having to deal with what that first guy did.....but then again, I personally would want a second chance on anything...well I haven't made up my mind yet.

I always end up choosing the wrong guy, its either their TAKEN or just gotten out of a relationship and not ready to trust again, STRAIGHT (right "kyle" =P) or just too much for me to handle...not up to my standards. WOW I just sounded like a total bitch right there...lol sorry. SO yea I end up being single and im going to rant about it all over again..its an on going cycle...it comes back now and again...oh well, everyone has their moments.

IF you have any advice...feel free to comment...please lol can you tell I'm desperate? LOL ew thats just wrong. I'm trying my best to take my time and stick to my standards.=P

As for my standards: I would like a guy who has a nice smile, nice set of teeth, taller than i am, but not taller than 6'2. hair's dark blonde- dark brown, light eyes, hair on the right places, similar built as I am, tans well, outgoing, not too flirty tho....one is enough :P, nice ass, pleasant smell (no BO lol), Dresses nicely, Some one who's clothes I could wear as well, and someone who could handle me, but I wouldn't know that till he goes out with me lol =P

Well thats it for now..whew, that was a good rant =) feeling better now =)

I'm a medium

Last friday I was trying on this sweater.....I was trying on a small and I showed it to my coworkers and they were like its really nice, it looks good on you....and one of them was like wow it shows off your arms...I think I might've blushed...anyways it just goes to show that my working out is paying off and im getting closer to my goal!! YAY!! anyways After debating stuff with them they ended up saying Small was too small for me....=( I tried on a medium and it fits better...so they say....my managers saw me and i told him i don't fit a small anymore...and they teased me that i'm going to grow old and single.....fuckers =P I love them don't worry...I'm still uh more fit than they are =P suckers!!!!LOL jk Well I'm looking at it as a good thing....meaning the workout is actually working ;P and im getting my money's worth with my gym....hopefully these results will continue....If i start eating the right food again!!!Ugh, lately I've been eating all these junk...basically anything that i could get my hands on.....*dirty thought insert here* LOL........anyways thats another story...I just got back from the gym....and im feeling pretty tight =P i love it...see ya guys later!:)

Goal by summer

so yea by summer I want my body to look like this:



LOL I know , I know..I'm dreaming but hey a boy can dream :)

T..is for Toronto

So yea as many of you guys know...I take the transit everyday....going to work, gym...everywhere Toronto's transit system I should say is very dependable! =) It takes you all around the city. I like riding transit cause you encounter so much people. I believe in the theory of 6 degrees of separation, meaning all of us are connected by as much as six degrees......a friend of a friend who's sister went to...blah blah blah.....and public transit might have been included there somwhere.....like you got on the bus with someone who knows Cam Gigandent..(God I wish I did) LOL =) Anyways i saw these pics taken waaaay back. I just think they're awesome. It shows the time when they were constructing the subway system downtown and some other pics of the subway system back in the days...its really awesome to think how far the system has progressed over the past years.....yea I sound like a nerd now so I'll stop...enjoy the pics....I LOVE TORONTO =)

I went to work today...

Yea, literally went to work...but didn't actually work....just got my t4 and waited for my manager to start me but it never happened. It wasn't that busy so I ended up sitting by myself at the bar and eating my spinach salad with salmon...it was delicious, anyways work was stupid, I just want to rant.....ugh they wanted me to come in early in the morning and they didn't even let me work...ugh stupid.....I could've gone out last night...stupid =( I think i need a new job!!

BILLY and COOPER!!!=P

HOT! All of billy's videos are hot...of course he's one of my favorites lol =P Damn another hot porn by SC! well done!! =) I love billy!!! He's just one hot ass! And his personality is kinda like me....right bendy? lol =P Bill's just sooo cute and adorable, He seems like a very approachable guy in real life lol =P oh...i wish, oh well a boy can only dream....wet dream perhaps..ok another lame joke =P Here are some pics from the flick =P enjoy......Im downloading them right now oh and I got the pics where else.......at Sean Cody=)

bowchiciwowow! lol I know how to link now =P hahaha LAME lol

OK have we concluded that I'm the lamest blogger ever? lol =P I should do a poll or something lol

Anyways, here are the hot pics...more at Sean Cody =P


AND DAMN! COOPER'S HUGE!!! =P

Theme Song? =P

In lieu of me having a wonderful day...here’s some fitting music by Gwen, Wonderful Life....from her cd Sweet Escape. And again I couldn’t find any decent videos on youtube, but I guess this will do =) Damn the lyrics are just sooo right lol this is fun lol!

Wonderful Life

I haven't thought of you for years you know
Your memory seems to come & go
Our time meant so much to me
Now you can't be found
You were the first to want me, the first to love me, the first to need me
Who was the last to know you? The last to love you? The last to hold you?

[CHORUS]
It's a wonderful Wonderful Life (so wonderful)
It's a wonderful Wonderful Life (so wonderful)
It's a wonderful Wonderful Life (so wonderful)
Such a wonderful Wonderful Life

I thought of you again today
Reminded me how with time I've changed
If you only knew what you gave to me
Now you can't be found
You were the first I trusted
I learned what love is when we were just kids
When did you get so lost? How could you think you were better off?

[CHORUS]
It's a wonderful Wonderful Life (so wonderful)
Why'd you have to say goodbye?
It's a wonderful Wonderful Life (so wonderful)
Such a wonderful Wonderful Life

Thank you for those special moments
You will always be here in my mind
Did you know you changed my life?
I'm thankful for that time
I'm thankful for that time
I'm thankful for that time

[CHORUS]
It's a wonderful Wonderful Life
Why'd you have to say goodbye?
It's a wonderful Wonderful Life (so wonderful)
I'm asking why but I'll never know
It's a wonderful Wonderful Life (so wonderful)
Why'd you have to say goodbye?
It's a wonderful Wonderful Life (so wonderful)
Such a wonderful Wonderful Life
It's a wonderful Wonderful Life
Such a wonderful Wonderful Life

Wonderful day :)

My day started out by dodging glances with this beautiful stranger =P very very HOT guy. We got on the same bus stop (yay! he kinda lives near me...I hope). Well I first noticed his cute toque....beanie for you guys down in the US, It a knitted yellow green one, It didn't look good on him, but still he was cute. I thought he was going to the college near our place and lucky me he didn't get off the bus! He got off at the subway station....where I was going as well. I pretended I wasn't into him and got off the bus first and pretended I was in a rush...LAME! Anyways I slowed down just to see if he was going on the subway as well....surprise surprise....he did. When I saw this, I kinda followed him...ew I sound like a stalker, anyways it was worth it!!! he sat down in front of me and i was standing up, we were glancing at each other for the longest time I kept on smiling...in my head, I didn't want him to think that I'm crazy or whatever. Anyways he looked like Ian Somerhalder and Chace Crawford mixed!


Damn he was the most gorgeous guy I have ever seen and I was so stupid not to make a move!!! I chickened out! Fuck Damn,I wish there would be a second time, But hell he made my day! When I got at work I was all smile...ear to ear....my coworkers were like "WOW! some one got a lil somethin something last night!" I just smiled but in my head I wished I had a lil somethin something last night....oh well....HE'S JUST THE BEST THING EVER! I WISH I WOULD SEE HIM AGAIN...ugh I'm so lame =)

What else, I went to work...and yes my favorite guy was in! =) Damn I love him lol =) he makes me not to loose hope on toronto guys....he's special =) Anyways he was helping a really cute customer and I was asked him afterwards if he knows him....and he does! But sadly he's "taken"....well he can only assume cause apparently they went to the Caribbean together with the guy's parents......we can only assume I suppose...but whatever he's cute lol....and he asked me why I was asking and I was like uhhh nothing lol I think I blushed or something. And I was ok fine I find him really attractive, then he told me this whole story..fun fun fun =)

Ok, I think this post is long enough to make up for all the stuff I missed before =P Weather wise, It's pretty nice out today, Sunny and kinda warm =) Enjoy the rest of the weekend guys! Stay safe and have fun ;P

-MAV

Might tell you tonight

I'm still on my emo phase lol being single sucks ass sometimes anyways here's an emo song from the Scissor Sister-Might Tell You Tonight...just read the lyrics....I fell in love with it lol and sorry for the lack of updates..been busy with work.... LOL =P I just wish I have someone to say these words to...they're just oh so beautiful hehe

*Sorry I can't find any decent video lol =P

Might Tell You Tonight

When you're quiet, but your eyes
Are saying everything I need to know
I want to burrow like a sparrow
Dodging alley cats and whiskers
Why do we talk in whispers?
Is it painful hearing voices ring
So early in the morning?

I've been waiting for the day
When I can throw away these numbers
That line my dresser drawers and cupboards
Start me over
Life seems so much slower
With your toothbrush by the mirror
Can I make it any clearer?

And I just might say it tonight
I just might say it tonight
I just might tell you tonight
That I love you
And you should stay all my life

They'll tell you that you'll maybe make it
If you just cut your clothes and change your hair
But I won't fuss and moan
'bout what you wear
I feel so much better
When I read your dirty letters
Just wear your sweaters in the winter
'Cause I wouldn't want you to get cold
I hope that we're together when we're old
I would have sold all my possessions
Never took piano lessons
But baby you're a grand
And I will learn to play the good notes
And tune you up the best I can

And I just might say it tonight
I just might say it tonight
I just might tell you tonight
That I love you
And you should stay all my life

Breathe

This song was stuck to my Ipod on my way home...and prolly why I'm feeling EMO right now lol =P It's Breathe by Ana Nalick...I think its on the soundtrack of Grey's Anatomy as well....have fun :)

7:46pm

Just got home :) lovely home....I love my family, I just want to appreciate them as often as possible cause I know amidst all the hustle and bustle of the so-called modern living we, most often than not forget about the true essence and meaning of life....our loved ones. Wow I'm in an EMO mode tonight lol, I dont know why but yeah. I just wanna say I love my family =) So, If I were you, go on and reach for your phone and say hi to your mom, dad, or siblings, or perhaps that special someone =) We all crave to be appreciated once in a while, and telling someone that would really be inspiring and touching. My family keeps me grounded :)

On some other note, Work was really fun today, besides a high volume of cuties that came in, my favorite co-worker was in as well. Yea, I know , I know he is a bit old...around late 30's I guess, very very fun and approachable, needless to say, I enjoy his company. All of that aside, he is really gorgeous! lol very cute....he has ads looking for him on Craigslist!!! A lot of people have fallen for him lol....there's just something special about him....and I forgot to say goodbye to him today, oh well. I looked at his schedule and I'm gonna see him again tomorrow anyways lol yikes! I'm such a creeper lol

That's about it for me I guess =)

Never Back Down

Another movie full of hot bods and HOTTIES!!! This movie is kinda based on UFC or something, well it has a similar theme. As we all know behind those punches and uppercuts on UFC lies the homo-erotic fantasy that we all want...grrrrr WRESTLERS! LOL. The main actors are the cutie Sean Faris

and my future boyfriend, lol , Cam Gigandet.

They're both F@#%ING HOT!!! So, If you want to see these two guys in action go and watch Never Back Down....as for me I can wait for it's DVD release LOL.....yea I dont think the movie will be worth watching in the theaters but we'll see what the critics have to say about it. As for now, here's the trailer.....DROOL OVER THEM! :P

Gym

UGHHH...I love my GYM!! lol its full of eye candies...uhh I was in the shower with one whew,I counted up to 8 today...thats a lot in my standards....if you know my standards...you'll know that is a lot lol :P Thats why I spent like 2 hours in the gym today lol. whew. I love mondays, I love my gym lol. Seeing all these hot bods inspires me to work out more and at the same time it makes me more insecure about myself which kinda sucks, I know I can't be perfect, but I have standards for myself and I intend to live up to them hehehe =P Anyways, I just got home so I'm gonna grab some dinner and chill for a while, See ya! =)

Blogger Snapshot...yet again

So i was checking the daily dudtube this morning and a certain guy caught my eye.....

HOTTIE!!!

WHO is this guy?!?!? Let me know.....I like him already lol it seems like he has a cute face to match that hot bod....If you ever read this...let me know lol =P

Dolce & Gabbana

I was on youtube just surfing and ever since I posted that fashion video last week, I got hooked to those stuff for seom weird reason...prolly its the male models , but whatever hahaha I think Dolce & Gabbana has some really good stuff this season and yea I love the music on these shows as well, I think they're awesome...anyways here goes another one

Summer Time!

In my head it's already summer! and I was just looking at these pics of Florida....mmmmm...CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!! I just wanna enjoy the sun and the beaches...Damn I know I'm gonna have some fun this summer lol!...mmm and hot surfers LOL =P

Morning World!

Good morning! First of all I want to apologize for being lazy over the weekend and not posting anything, well the snow did it! lol its nice and sunny now so I'm in the mood for some nice blogging. Its my day off today, I really have nothing to do, I'm gonna probably hit the gym later in the afternoon and buy me some protein shakes.....not the one you're thinking about...tsk tsk tsk. I went tanning in a can again...one of the many things I cant resist, and i must say, it looks good hehe ;P.....and here's my apology pic :P hahahaha see I'm bored...

EW, now looking at the pic.....I HAVE TO GO TO THE GYM more often, Besides the fact that im paying for it monthly, I think that was the beer I had last night...I know I know, no excuses....I was at the gym yesterday, didn't actually finish my whole workout =( ....Ran out of time, I was late for work so I had to skip some stuff, I didn't do as much abs and leg workouts as I should...I think I'm gonna be staying for an hour more today. Just a random question...I think im gonna create a poll for this one if I'm not too lazy....how long do you often stay in the gym? 45 mins? an hour? hour and 30 mins? two hours? I usually stay for an hour and 30mins. I do my cardio for 10 to warm up, then my workout which takes around an hour, then shower and head home. I used to do cardio after my workout as well but I stopped,just because I thought I was uhh getting too thin hahaha if that made sense....OK I'll stop here sounds like I'm just yammering about stuff now...anyways be back later!!=)

An hour lost

I woke up this morning with an hour lost...yes guys its that time of year to spring up your clocks!! when I got home from my spontaneous outing with uhm someone ;P I was surprise to see the time on my laptop, It was already 330! and I'm like this can't be true, I swear I saw 2:30 in his car lol anyways yea that was how I realized.

Anyways yesterday was pretty chill, I didn't post anything cause the pouring snow made me so lazy so i just layed on my bed, watch a marathon of Kitchen Confidential, an episode of Tudors, Chat....that was it. Pretty much everyone was snowed in, no one was plowing the snow on the roads since it just keeps on comming, Today's pretty nice tho, all sunny, blue skies.....but mind you, TONS, and I mean TONS of snow, the roads were half blocked because of the snow. It was up to my knees! geez its March already i've had enough of this cold weather I seriously can't wait for spring and summer, and no matter how hot it'll be this summer I will TRY not to complain about it. I'd rather have hot humid days than tons of snow covering the driveway.

March 09,2008.......I just paid my bills....I'm BROKE...its sad im gonna work my ass off this week I promise!!!! and next week as well, but I Have a test on Thursday, I'd have to let my managers know about that, damn it, I NEED MORE SHIFTS YOU DOG FUCKERS! lol =P

Im going to the gym in a bit to blow off some steam, Im sooo frustrated on myself, I hate it. I think I've been slacking on my work lately thats why I'm broke. I'm such a dumb ass. ugh I better get ready I have a lot of dog fucking to do =S

My Virgin Eyes

OMG! My virgin eyes......I just saw the worst and most disgusting straight porn ever. It was this VIRGIN Girl getting fucked by this well hung guy......the girl started bleeding....I don't think I would ever wanna try and get with a virgin girl now or ever.......thats just ughh disgusting like eww I don't even wanna think about it now. I think I'm gonna puke. =O

Paolo Nutini

Another singer hottie, Paolo Nutini, caught my eye as I was browsing my Ipod, I was like whoa who's that cutie on my Ipod lol yea anyways just wanted to post his videos on here I think he's a pretty awesome singer and he's just 19 years old! Eben younger than I am! LOL, have fun =) Oh and he does pretty awesome covers of other pop songs hehe, youtube him =P

Kitchen Confidential

OK,so who among you guys know the show Kitchen Confidential??? Prolly just a handful would say yes cause they just made one season of this show back in 2005. Its about this chef named Jack Bourdain, played by cutie Bradley Cooper, who got offered to start off this newly renovated, revamped restaurant called NOLITA. He then gathered his crew, which included the hottie Owain Yoeman, as Steven Daedelus. Well the whole series revolves around this horny kitchen crew. I must say it's really funny and I definitely recommend it to anyone =)

Db Clifford

Db Clifford, one of the many talented Canadian Artists out there, has captured my attention lately with his debut single Don't Wanna. It has a really catchy beat and nice lyrics to sing along, I play him on my Ipod everyday on my way to work lol I dont know what it is but his music just makes me feel good and gives me good energy and it makes me smile hehe, Here's his music video, Don't Wanna!

Good Morning....OWEN!

Finally!!!!The moment we've all been waiting for, well at least I was....Owen bottoms. YAY!! Thats all I have to say about that! As for myself, I haven't seen the video YET, downloading it right now. And I'm going to borrow Matt's pics from dudetube cause 1. I am too excited and want to post this thing up and 2. I'm gonna be late for work so sorry and THANKS A BUNCH MATT!!!!!!! =)


Since I first saw Owen on Dudetube, he immediately became one of my hotties, Next to Danny, and Billy of course! lol I've seen Owens vids and he is on his way on being a big porn star! lol He has that adorable boy next door face and that cute surfer shaggy hair. Anyways, I can't believe he bottomed for uhh who? Michael. Not to be mean or anything, but I don't know this guy, as if i have a say on who he's gonna bottom for, I would prefer Danny though since he topped Billy already. On some of the pics he looks like he's having a really difficult time with this guy (hey that's a compliment ;P). Anyways make sure to watch his vids on Sean Cody! He's really cute and fun to watch, along with Billy and Danny :P


........On Second thought, a threesome would smokin' hot =P

Matt Santos

More pics of Matthew Santos...damn he's cute!!!

Home....at last

Just got home from work, It was fun finished early today...cutie count was low today lol! Ok let me explain, Cutie Count is the number of hot guys that uhmm let say come my way lol :P It was just 2 today...very low indeed. Besides that I bought some new dress socks since all of mines were worn out already....you can already see my toe(s) here they are!!


Cant wait to use the blue striped one lol and the argyle one!!!

My Workout today was pretty intense lol! My trainer had me on my knees...not the one you're thinking! you dirty fools! he had me doing lunges, squats, chest press, inclined chest press, sit ups, bicep curls...and a lot more yea my tongue was hanging out by the end of our session. I told you guys earlier how the gym can be cruise-y......so yea there was this guy. I always see him in there, well now I think i kinda know what his schedule is, and he knows mine. I remember last week when i got out of the shower, he was there, and I looked at him and he looked back. Today I smiled at him, he didn't smile back so I was like thats a fucking bummer so I went on with my workout and shit. After my session with my beloved trainer lol =P I decided to do some more abs, and he was doing abs as well so I was like sweet! lol Anyways i examined him closely....and thought to myself......I can do better, not to be cocky or anything but geez what was I thinking.

Ok I'm taking that one back. Well everyone has their own standards. We look, see stuff by our standards. WE JUDGE PEOPLE because we have standards....and this does not exclude me, so I'm sorry if I'm being offensive to anyone.

Moving on, while I was on the bus this afternoon, there was this guy dressed in some uhh sweat pants with a matching jacket/warmer, whatever. The kind of stuff that eminem would wear. I thought it looked funny...again no offense......but who in the world wears matching track pants if you're not working out or running or doing any type of athletic activity...hence the name track suit...who would wear those stuff out to go out...Seriously, are you for real?! I mean i would understand if you just came from working out and or running errands like those soccer moms and dads...but to go out?!? It looks like you just rolled out from bed and put on the first thing your hands caught,and YAY good thing it matches! LOL but hey whatever makes you happy =) I just think it looks stupidly pointless and tacky.

Blogger Snapshots

After sifting through 50 pages of Dudetube's Blogger Snapshots, I gathered my top 20 HOTTEST snapshots, some of these uh DICKS may be a repeat but I don't know since they don't have any faces to match them with so I'm just sticking with my instinct except for that hot face and bod shot from that bottom right guy..oohhh hot! and as I told Kylew776 ;P these pics were the ones that made me droooool. Enjoy! (click the pic to enlarge =P)

HOTTNESS!

Just Jack

Guess who found out the name of the song from the D&G runway show lol thanks happy and jake! now I keep on playing it over and over and over again till I get used to it and I found their music video as well =) Cheers!

Good Morning

Morning guys! yea I woke up a bit late today...Its because I was up till 2 am...doing who knows what ;P Special Thanks to Matt from Dudetube for having a chat session over at his blog... It was really fun haha =P It had a really good turnout last night, hopefully next week would be the same if it would be a weekly thing. And yes I have a long way to go in this blogging industry...geez I need to learn how to do links and shit but hey im gonna get there some day!! BTW Feel free to leave comments and any suggestions to make this blog better :)




As for today, I'm working in the evening, Let's just say that I work in a place where there is a high traffic of male customers and I really can't help myself but notice all the cute once that come in, speaking of which, I think i had a moment with one yesterday LOL!. I don't know why I'm blogging this but whatever. So yea we made eye contact for like 5 secs, he looked back, I did to but he left right away...oh well. Anyways i'm still looking forward to working later lol...he might come back..who knows =P Oh and I'm going to the gym later today as well. I love my gym its awesome! Good equipment not to mention HOT people LOL! I know gym's can be really cruise-y and everyone would just be checking each other out, especially when everyone's HOTTT...whew anyways I try not to give in to this so I keep my eyes to myself...well I TRY very hard not to cruise anyone but honestly it is really hard not to.

Weather wise....today's gonna be a great day! Not to cold and not to warm...seasonal temperature. Its all sunny outside right now and it makes me feel really happy and pumped up. The sun makes you feel all warm inside and makes you wanna do stuff, at least it has that effect on me.

Well thats it for now guy, I'm gonna be back in a bit and post something more interesting! lol =P

Superstar

AHHHHHH I have a new crush lol thanks to uhh Jake 2_0 lol

Matthew Santos

Man, you can sing to me all night, put me to sleep, smile and kiss me on the forehead anytime lol! Damn this boy can sing and has the looks to match it :)



Yes, he can rock that mohawk anytime =P HOT!!! lol, he kinda reminds me of a young Adam Levine...yes Adam is kinda old now...sorry...but true =P

OBAY!

There's a new drug in town! Its called OBAY (obey).



The first time I saw this ad was a couple of weeks back while I was on my way to work. I read it a couple of times just to make sure I was reading it correctly. It totally freaked me out!!! I thought Toronto's turning into this children of corn flick, or some sci-fi movie...I know really creepy. When I got home that day, I researched more on it. As it turned out it's a "surprise ad", as I would want to call it. It was really mysterious and everyone was eager to know as to who would pull off such a prank.

Last week, they unveiled the second part of the ad, and SURPRISINGLY it was the.........



............Ontario Colleges! haha well I thought it was a really clever way of capturing everyone's attention and really getting the message across...I know...I've been there, trust me! It was a really rough time for me. Anyways, Just wanted to share this with you guys, I really thought it was awesome and well thought of! Kudos!!! =)

F is for fashion?

I was watching TV while having my breakfast and I tuned in to this clip of D&G's spring collection and I thought it would be awesome to share this with you guys since they have great clothes and very very hot models :P Anyways, here goes! oh and someone please help me identify the song they're playing on the vid, its freakin awesome!!

Good Morning Sunshine

Good morning guys =) woke up bright an early today eagerly anticipating to write on my newly created blog. Well my schedule's gonna be pretty tight today well its just because i have work haha! Anyways, so far I am enjoying tis blog thingy and hopefully I could keep it up and uh maintain a loyal reader base....do i have one already? hahaha shut up, a man can dream! I woke up today, looked out my window and behold...look what I saw ....SNOW,SNOW, and more SNOW!! Yea I am getting tired of it, I'm tired of wearing my snow boots, tired of wearing layers, tired of the COLD! I seriously can't wait for spring weather, where I can wear shorts, shirt, a pullover and manage to be warm enough. Oh well I guess till that time comes, He still has to shovel all that snow thats going to come our way =P One of the many things snow is good for is getting those cheeks as rosy as it can be =P Have a good one guys!

Top 5 Male Models

12 am and I am bored, so i decided to get a list together of my top 5 male models. I searched the internet for some fine looking men, and some personal favorite(s) =P and here's the result, (not in any particular order).

CAUTION: They come with slamming bodies, hold on to something and don't let your panties drop ladies =P

• Andrew Cooper

He modeled for Zara, one of my favorite stores lol =P He has some gorgeous eyes too ahhh deep blue eyes..whew

• Chad White

I am speachless.....a breathtaking piece of mankind, such an adorable face, killer smile, my dream guy

• Derrick Hayes

He modeled for Dolce and Gabanna and Calvin Klein not to mention he's an Australian native, theres always something hot and intriguing about Aussies, I don't know what but it sure is working.

• Shaun Dewet

Ck's Truth made him famous, but before that, He modeled some stuff for FILA, Lacoste, Tommy Jeans. Being shot to stardom with the famous Ck ad, he got offered some huge deals from Hugo Boss and YSL

• Jp Calderon

I saw him first at Janice's Modeling Agency and fell in love with him completely and to add to that, he came out of the closet in the duration of the show....such a turn, anyways I think he's dating someone now....well he better be cause we don't want that hot ass go to waste eh? =P Here's a clip of Jp out on a date as well....I love it when he kissed the other guy, it was so sweet of him :)