Happy Pride Toronto!!!!

YAY!! Happy pride guys!!! Unfortunately I'm not going to be there for all the weekend celebrations tho I had my share during the week, madonnarama last thursday ( i know how gay...but fuck its pride you're allowed...i'm allowed =P) then yesterday enjoyed the patio with my friends and went to my friend's party at his place...really awesome btw =) All I can say is that i really had fun during the week and i hate the fact that im going away....BUT while all of you guys are sulking inside because of the shitty weather, Im enjoying the heat here in Virginia then Florida tomorrow =P Gonna be there for a week =) I'm gonna get my tan on =P Anyways Happy Pride again, and to all my friends....i'm gonna miss you guys, see ya in a week!!!!!

Committed?

I saw this picture earlier and decided to post it...I dont know there was just something about it that is so genuine that attracted me to it....and i love ck's lol =P They're hot....I know i know its just a pic, and these two may be straight for all we know, but whatever i love the pic, its hot and they're gorgeous =P

John and Kate plus 8

John and Kate plus 8.....my new favorite show...as all of you might know, I am a family guy... i like kids...who am i kidding, I love kids! someday I'm going to have a family someday, 4 kids, maximum lol, 2 boys and 2 girls....or just one boy and a girl. I dont like 3, the middle child's going to be left out...based from my experience lol =P If you dont like kids.....and you're with me....I'll make you love them lol =P anyways I think this show is awesome, She was telling before why she wanted to make a reality show...she said it was to document the progress of her kids becuase before she used to video tape everything, when she had the twins, she stopped, she got way busy...and now this show is her solution to this problem...anyways I say watch it...its fun and its very very interesting...its fun to watch these kids grow up =)

Cool Quenchers

Have you guys seen the cool quenchers commercial? lol It's soooo cute lol I love the little girl in the end! lol =)

Ken and Barbie

I Just saw barbie and ken working out today...lol sooo cute and funny, Barbie had HUGE boobs and ken had a bleach blonde hair lol I think they're body builders lol cute tho....not hot...im not a big fan of the big and bulky guys

Men In Uniform

What is it with men in uniform that makes them sooo yummy and delicious lol sooo hot. I was in the subway today on my way to the gym and these two EMS guys were there! OMG one of them was hellacute!!! He was wearing his uniform and his hat! and tilted sideways, so cute and adorable. He was really hot! I may be a little too obvious haha I sat beside him ad kept looking at him, but hey it was worth it...anyways what is it with men in uniform that makes them soo hot? I think because uniforms make people look sharp....and the really cute ones stand out a lot because everyone is wearing the same thing and you'll just notice the ones that stand out, and the ones that stand out are the ones with the KILLER looks because....its all they have to stand out....thats what I think anyways =)

Circa

Circa, one of my favorite clubs here in toronto, one because its HUGE and two because of the diverse crowd it attracts...but sometimes people there can be too pretentious and end up looking like snobs, Most of the people go there to have fun with their friends and most often than not just stick with them all through the night in fear of getting lost in this huge maze. They say most clubs has a life span of around 3-6 months....and I must say.....I'm sorry but somehow circa is kinda loosing its magic, Its a good venue for huge events, such as concerts and stuff but on a regular night, It can't get as packed as the openning night, the upper rooms would be close till like 1 am because there arent enough people in the club to fill the space, and if they open it the club would just look floozy cause there arent enough people...there would be way to many space.....anyways, I just want to show you guys out there what it looks like inside...the different rooms and stuff...It was the venue for the commercial for So You Think You Can Dance Canada.....so just check the video out....i got it off you tube and its not the best quality but you can still see what the club looks like =)

Christian the Lion

This is what happens when you domesticate a Lion........

Was Acceptable in the 90's?

I was downloading songs a couple of nights ago and I just downloaded some songs I listened while I was growing up. One of them was TLC, Crazy Sexy Cool....I loved that album....this was my favorite song from the album...Diggin on you...I guess this was when they coined the phrase "I Dig you"...Correct me if im wrong im just guessin...anyways here goes, enjoy and have a good night!

Models

What is it about being a model that is soooo hot and exciting? I wanna be one myself....what makes them sooo godly and you just want to sit there and watch them walk...there's something about them that is so admirable and i dont know......all i know is i want to be one...but i know i can't one im not THAT hot and two im short.....5'8 i need to be at least 5'11...damn that 3 inches... i wish i could be 6'0 flat...i'll be the happoest guy alive.....then again, if i dont have the looks, then i won't cut it as well...uhmm canada is diverse ebough, I'll find away lol, Give me the Height, Body...Im ready for runway =P see these are the thoughts when you get bored....lol damn they are so gorgeous =( just look at that 17 year old up top...yes he's just 17....Canadian too =P 

Privacy

Yes, I've been busy on another site lately till they kicked me out...justguys.net....you know why? cause they have been monitoring all the chat and or the emails that you send on their website... Apparently it's BAD to send links either to your blog or to other websites to prevent SPAM....why would it be SPAM when your just sending linkage to another website that is YOURS as well...ok I understand where they are coming from, but looking through my emails, i'm sorry but its none of their business if the other person in contact with receives spam or not becuase it is the user's discretion as to open the mail or not. Just like hotmail or yahoo......Like they don't read through the emails and stuff...they have a solution for that.....a SPAM folder....Oh well they have a different solution....to cut you off LOL...funny...its just freaked me out how they read through your emails....so whenever you send personal info through email on a certain website...remember, that they have a copy of it, if you send your address, your phone #, pin, anything......they have it as well....that was an eye opener for me.

Ugly People

Yes im going to be mean just for this post....I'm sorry to all those people that would be affected by this post....which is like 10% of my readers lol JK most of you guys are FAB.....anyways WHY DO THE UGLY PEOPLE GET BF'S FAST? and I mean FAST lol like this week they broke off with their current bf.....they have a new boy next week...HOW THE HELL DOES THAT HAPPEN?! and I'm still single?!? what wrong with this world, am intimidating? does my looks intimidate other people from approaching me HAHAHA I wish, or prolly im just uglier than all these ugly people I see on the streets on facebook, on dlist that have boyfriends...MEH! I cant wait for school to start, then I'll have plenty of boys to flirt with LOL Just Kidding!! no im not LOL. I remember telling my friend that i got in the univ i wanted and that i was excited for school and he was like...are you sure you're excited for school or the BOYS that you're gonna be having lol.....BOTH LOL damn it im such a slut lol....soo whats new with me...nothin really just taking it easy this week...I decided not to take any shifts from my lazy ass coworker who i Almost had a threesome with.... shhhhhh he has a BF LOL...ugly LOL im mean I said NO cause one, I dont like threesomes NOW, cause in the end im the one being left out, and two it just fills a void....of not having someone, and i dont like it cause in the morning, the void is still there, same thing goes with one night stands...Anyways....I'm going to have more free time this week, to 1, go to the GYM, 2, Catch up with my friends...and 3, find a lover LOL Plenty of fish in the sea and im tired of fishing, I'm just going to cast a huge net and catch all the fishes at the same time...but how can you do it? I had like 2 dates in a day, thats the furthest i've been in throwing a net out there...anyways I'll go figure it out when I sleep, hopefully it would come to me lol..have a good night guys!

Shelter

I literally just finished watching this movie, Shelter........I like it....Its better than brokeback lol =P well It's a more realistic approach to the modern day tale of straight boys gone gay =) I like the family theme that revolved around it....I thought it was funny how the character's names were like porn star names lol Zach...Zach Randall.....Cody, Sean Cody, Shaun...Shaun from SC as well LOL geez am I making it too obvious that I watch a lot of porn, anyways I'll shut up....the movie was cute...makes me want to have  a Shaun in my life and a Cody as well...but I can wait...I guess lol =) the movie was awesome! go and watch it!! I love how Zach stormed in on Shaun and just made love to him in the middle of the movie, thought it was really hot. I love the scene where they were playing frisbee by the beach oh not to mention when Traci knew about Zach and Zach was like, "can I stay with you for tonight" and how she replied "Yes but we cant fuck" LOL made me laugh so hard....anyways go see it for yourself...I like it =)

SO OVER YOU

LOL I dont know why I wrote that title down, one prolly im bitter, and the other IM MOVING ON! hahaha Last night, I went out....as usual...I was suppose to go out with my coworkers but i ended up going out with THE BOY and his friends.....the boy meaning the guy who HAD a soft spot in my ugh heart.....anyways I had fun...just not with him...=P He had a friend visiting from montreal...anglo-french guy...anyways I thought he was really cute the first time I saw him...not to mention, hot as well...whew lol. So yea, we went to Circa...for 15 mins...after paying $15 cover charge...because frenchie hated the place and wanted to go to the village.....He literally dragged me out of the club, he was really gone and wasted already...he's from Montreal and Im sorry, but I don't expect him to know the in and outs of Toronto even tho he lived here for a while. So basically I had to go with him (I dont want to leave this guy all alone with no one to go to on the streets in a city he doesnt know..and plus, he's a friend of "a friend")...leave everyone in the club...he was sooo restless when he's drunk...we were running on the streets....then the rain started pouring...we got soaking wet....we were suppose to go to the other club but decided not to cause we were wet already and its just gross....he took his shirt off while walking....whoa hotness hahaha, mind you it was still raining, just like those scenes from the movies...I was just waiting for him to kiss me...he didnt anyways, but he wanted my shirt off as well...I said no I don't want to look like a sketch lol we went back to our friend's place, but they werent there....and i knew that cause its just 1:30! So I called another friend of mine who lives in the same building...she said she's in this kareoke bar down the street and said that we should drop by....so I said what the hell sure why not....we went there she was drunk already, and frenchie got drunk even more....now we were getting frisky lol he knows I like him so whatever....we left at 3:30 went back to my friends place...the girl one....lol but she didnt want frenchie to go with us cause she doesnt know him that well...so I was like fair enough, so we dropped frenchie at "player's" place.....and apparently he was with another guy that night....Made me realize...this is the 2nd time I caught him with another guy on his bed...WHAT WAS I THINKING?!?! He's not even THAT cute or THAT hot......frenchie wanted me to stay over, but my girl friend said that I'm sleeping over at her place.....now I kinda like frenchie more LOL but too bad, He's going back to Montreal =( Was fun tho....I had fun running in the rain and getting wet with him, he was adorable BUT....there's a big BUT.......I told him he's soo much like our friend...THE PLAYER...and ass and a bitch lol WHAT AM I GETTING MYSELF INTO?!? lol oh well

Soft Spot For Losers?

OK...remember the guy I caught in bed with another guy......I like him...A LOT, I dont know why, but theres just this quirk about him that I really like, the "bad boy" attitude he has is a turn on, He's confident but not cocky, He needs to fix his teeth tho, anyways bottom line.........I slept with him....and sleep like sex sleep.....we just slept together well I actually fell asleep in his arms..awww I know, seems like a dream to me, IS THIS BAD BOY CHANGING? did I change him? lol nah, I woke up today thinking everything would just go back to normal.....and now its kinda is....then I saw a text message from him....."how's work?" WOW now he's actually interested in how my day went......anyways before all of this happened I kinda talked to him about stuff like I asked him what he wants from me cause he's sending mix signals and shit like that...he wanted to be friends.....I felt like he was pushing me away the rest of the night.....well he opened up about his previous relationship....which ended with a disaster.....now I think he always has his guard up....hopefully i can break it down...he'll always have a soft spot in my heart, oh well, he better not take advantage of it, my best friend will be furios....OMG I just remembered.....THEY WERE FLIRTING LAST NIGHT!!!!! ugh and i kinda hated my best friend for a moment last night, then he said sorry, and we talked stuff through...anyways that's what happened last night. lol oh well, I'll see what happens with this guy......I'll keep you guys posted lol :)

Work Stuff

Ok yesterday, went to work......and ugh, the ugliest, most stupid manager was working.....anyways we had a "miscommunication" Oh well it was her fault, I was doing cash and this customer decided to return something for exchange, They didn't have the receipt so I had to do it manually. We have a promotion going on, 30% off all shorts, $20 off linen shirts and dress shirts and all that jazz. So I was helping this gay couple and my manager was beside me....THEY asked her if the shirt was 30% off....SHE said.."ABSOLUTELY" and I looked at her and I asked her....."30% off on the shirt??" and she said YES....I looked at her kinda confused because I know it was just $20 off not 30%....So I gave the customers 30% off because THATS WHAT SHE SAID, and SHE'S THE MANAGER....they were exchanging a $90 dollar shirt (which is $70 bucks with the promotion ) for a $100 one (and I gave them 30% off) This now would just cancel each other out...I mean they wouldn't have any balance left over. And so they didn't and left the store....then she looks at me and says..."DID THEY PAY THE BALANCE?" uhhh NO bitch cause you told them its 30% off and thus it will just cancel out......fuck I wasnt even suppose to be doing cash that time! ugh So stupid, The store falls apart whenever she's working ugh

PART 2:

Here are some tips you SHOULD follow when you're shopping.....

1. DON'T BRING YOUR GF (for all the straight people out there) cause they would just cause havoc in the dressing room......or don't bring like a bunch of your friends with you in the fitting room...it just gets annoying for the other customers.

2. KNOW YOUR SIZE, don't come in the store and tell the sales people, "uhm I dont know my pant size" geez dude, then what are you wearing right now...I mean come on, use some common sense and make your brain think even for a second, It won't kill a brain cell, trust me

3. DON'T TRY ON TONS OF STUFF AND END UP BUYING ONE cause it will make you look cheap and tacky not to mention you're going to be the most hated person once you leave...trust me sales people would talk about you, and the guys at the fitting room will ban you forever!

4. MAKE SURE YOU'RE NOT SMELLY/SWEATY...cause thats just plain disgusting, sometimes you make the clothes all wet from your sweat as well and you end up not buying it...oh God! not to mention if you have BO...it STICKS TO THE CLOTHES YOU TRY ON so please please please, be conscious of how you smell...especially this summer, we have to keep a bottle of our fragrance in the fitting room during summer. I know sometimes some people can't help it.....if you know you have bad BO then don't go shopping that day, you'll just embarrass yourself.

5. Last but not the least, ASK AROUND, ASK THE SALES GUYS OR FITTING ROOM GUYS FOR SUGGESTIONS,SIZES ETC. thats what we're here for, to help you guys shop! we get paid to grab you clothes that WORKS on you hence there is no really need for people to come with you when you're shopping! lol we're there for you. And Don't go out of the fitting rooms with your socks on because you want another size.....ASK US for one alright?!?


Guys, just follow these..and trust me your store will love you! lol =)

We Own the Night

Yes, just finished watching the movie We Own the Night, such a lovely movie about family and revenge...besides seeing Eve Mendez' nipples in the beginning of the film...was hot btw, I loved how the story revolved around this family and how they coped with the circumstances that was thrown at them....I love Joaquin Pheonix and his acting, I love the cinematography, very good direction, the story was superb! I've never seen anything like it since the Godfather.....very awesome, I enjoyed every minute of it! Im giving it 4.5 out of 5 stars......the .5 was because it can be a bit draggy at some parts.....It is definitely a MUST SEE movie, especially for father's day...it's good =) I love how in the end these two brothers showed their affection for each other.....made me wish I had a brother...very captivating! You won't be disappointed! 

Thoughts at 1:32 am

LOL yes its 1:32 am and im still up, I cant sleep, and I'm listening to Kylie lol....anyways I was just surfing the net and decided to get some pics of guys holding hands.....I dont know there's just something about it thats sooo sweet and innocent and so peaceful...its probably the security that it gives you, knowing that the person next to you would have your back whenever you need someone....he's gonna be there no matter what.....thats what I need =P

Random NJ Pics

ugh, it wont upload most of the stuff I have...im trying as I type...oh well, I'll try again later

Yea, these were some pictures I took during my trip to Atlantic City...It was fun... bought tons of stuff and now im paying it back...ugh I hate Visa lol

He's Just NOT that into YOU

Damn Bradley Cooper's HOTTT lol

Im not the only one

Just when you thought you were all alone....everyone is experiencing the same shit. I went to my other work today to talk to my manager about my schedule and my availability...I got there on time, she was going for her break, and my other co-worker too, who happend to be gay. Anyways, we went to the food court to by their food. They started talking about the men in their lifes and what not. My manager, ALWAYS had the "class A" meat.....meaning, the guy you want to take home to your mom...perfect guy next door kinda type. But the catch is.....they "RESPECT" her too much lol....they don't want to have sex right away, they prefer to wait it out....no offense to my manager but, prolly its because of her age....if you are dating a younger guy, then probably they would look up to you and what not.....but then again, if you invite them over to your place and watch some porn, i don't think they/he should respect you...lol thats dirty....OR HE'S JUST NOT THAT IN TO YOU.....side comment: hey made it a movie and now I want to read the book before it hit the screens. We then compared guys, and my co-worker said that I've been seeing "class E" guys.....the losers and assholes that just wants sex and nothing else, one night stands and a good fuck....well clearly I'm not into those....anymore, I admit I've been there, done that...and it sucked the next day.....so yea, we reached a conclusion that my manger and I should switch the boys we are seeing, since she needs a good time, and I need my perfect boy....the could've been the perfect solution....if only I was a straight girl hahahaha....now I know Im not the only one......Anyways I had a great time...let me look for the trailer of that book, I thought it was funny.

So much for my Happy Ending

HA! soooo my song right now lol =P

BLUFF

Have you been bluffed by your intuition? Mine just did............a couple of nights ago, I went out on a date with this guy have been seeing for a few months now (4 dates...two months, its not gonna go anywhere). We went to this club I kinda frequent on a wednesday night...Surprise surprise the guy I kinda hooked up a few months back was there too.....All my friends didn't like him. But I dont know, I had that hope inside of me that he wasn't the guy my friends were telling me. Something was telling me that this guy is special and I just need to break that hard shell of his and find something, something uhmm special underneath. Anyways, we were at the club, he saw me, I saw him.....mind you I was with my date....we went to the patio to uh smoke lol...yes yes smoking kills....I only smoke when I drink. I went over and said hi to him. All of a sudden I saw this hint of jealousy when he asked me "was that your bf"...I said no...well technically he really wasn't. After that he told me that he was moving the next day and asked if I could help him out or whatever....I wasn't free thursday....Friday, yesterday, I was off and I just went to the gym. After my gym, since i was close downtown anyways I decided to give him a call and see how's his "moving" goin.....I helped him out, 1 because I felt bad that he's just all alone and he had a ton of stuff to move and 2, To tell you the truth, I still liked him and that tiny hint of jealousy turned me on...lol. Got to his place, fixed some stuff, organized more of his stuff...then he bought me dinner and some alcohol just to celebrate lol..we had a good conversation over dinner and it made me like him even more. My other friend, lives conviently upstairs in his building so we went over and had the "party" over there. He got a call from his friend and he told us that his other friend was comming over...no biggie. His friend got there and everybody was drinking in the balcony....all of a sudden *poof* they were holding hands......HA! oh well....I was sooo down the rest of the night, my friends were comforting me in the bedroom lol I was ranting like a mad drunk lol. THEY WERE FROLICKING while I was away. Anyways this FRIEND of his sat on my other friend's lap the rest of the night...so he got jealous and went back to his place....(as my friend told me this morning)...I was in the bedroom already passing out lol....I woke up this morning and i remembered my stuff is still at HIS place. I gave him a call, he didnt pick up, prolly he was sleeping still so we waited for a bit. He called back....so i told him i'm gonna go and pick my stuff up, and he said he's gonna take a shower and clean himself up. And I was like, uhm i could go down now and get my stuff cause my other friend is gonna go to the gym soon and i dont want to be in his way. So I went down to his place......SURPRISE SURPRISE!!!HIS FRIEND WAS THERE ON THE BED..GETTING DRESSED...SWEET, I thought to myself, this is soo like the movies hahahaha, Anyways I grabbed myself and pretend that everything was alright....but IT WASNT. HE fucking deceived me again....even my intuition, or maybe I was just playing blind to the obvious fact that HE's a fucking asshole =(

Consequences

This is what happens when you focus your attention to boys all the time.....you forget about the stuff that are more important...like your fucking bank account! your visa bills! everything essential! How stupid can i be? Im fucked, im suppose to be saving up for school! and now im running on empty (bank account wise) fuck! How can i be sooo stupid? enough going out for me, focus on school and more important stuff! im gonna work my ass off! and I needa new gig....FAST! and i mean like NOW! I need more shifts..please, my stupid ass managers!!!! schedule me! fuck! im really worried about this shit, i dont want to be in debt......I WONT! and I WILL GET MYSELF OUT OF THIS MESS I HAVE CREATED! FUCK! good thing i bought a new book to keep my thoughts on boys away for the moment. fuck boys! they are trouble! stay single, its the new pink =P hey at least im being optimistic about this eh? or not ugh i dont know, we'll see..my life's gonna be like, WORK,GYM,SLEEP,EAT,CHAT for the next couple of weeks, hopefully it will turn out really good....hopefully!!cant wait till next week! paycheck! lol =)