Back for good?

WOW, its been a really long while, I can't believe that i could stay away from my blog for this long.....it has ben over a month...almost two...now i really owe you guys a lot! LIKE A LOT!!!!

okay, so here's the down-low on what has happened to me within this past few months.......JUNE: I met the most awesome people during pride here in Toronto, I hang out with them almost everyday since...I love them to death lol =) my best friend had some trouble with a couple of people within our circle of friends so I had to deal with the drama I think that sums up JUNE.....JULY: the party month, I had a countdown to my birthday...i was out at least 3 times a week...AT LEAST omg i need to detox! im so gross hahaha!!! Ive had a lot of drunken nights and i mean A LOT, puking everywhere...whew LOVELY. very classy of me btw.....OH i had some boys come and go as well, the french guy who gave me the shirt was long gone after i went to florida.........AHHHHH FLORIDA WAS AWESOME! I met some pretty awesome people down there as well......Florida is full of HOTTTTTTTT people, LIKE HOTTT, smokin..whew, naked guys in the park, oh hello head turner =P so yea I totally forgot about frenchie when i got back...i got wayyy too distracted with my boys in florida lol =P  anyways when i got back everyone looked uhmm lets just say uhm they strained my eyes hahahahaha im mean like that, anyways I kinda dated one of my friends.....that didn't kinda end well, but now we're working on it, we're still friends but whenever we go out together, and get drunk, we always end up FIGHTING....everytime!!!! yes, im getting tired of it, im tired of all the drama and shit, i know i have my share in this drama, but i think i am trying to keep it down.....or not even bother talking about it with him, cause whenever we do, it makes him sad which makes me sad as well and makes me feel really bad cause i know i did something bad...or something like that, YES i was the one who broke it off...................im an ass....I remember last weekend, when he caught me making out with this guy whom we thought my other friend liked....he was like "way to go! you're such a nice friend" but as it turns out my friend doesnt like him..whew, lucky me lol and he's leaving for vancouver in a week....yes so now im still keeping my guard up......whats up with all these guys thats been gettin involved with me...and BTW i STILL havent found what im lookin for...my smokin hot bf, a guy who compliments me...ugh im so bad lol, but i have some one in mind, I dont want to jinx it tho so im not gonna mention him=P anyways, there was this guy at work today that walked in, with this guy i saw on the subway...once again...i had an "i knew it" moment....i knew he was gay the moment i stepped inside the train lol =P so yea he ws with this really really RRRRRRRREAAALLY cute blonde boy who smiled at me when they entered the store...ugh...i was talking to my co-worker and i was like, I HATE GORGEOUS COUPLES! and he was like, well hon soon enough you'll hate yourself, and i was like, there's a compliment somewhere there, and im gonna take it lol thanks =) anyways, i thought its just not fair for both of them to be gorgeous...well not fair for me cause i want one too!! LOL =P OK OK, moving on.....AUGUST!! the first weekend of august we went to MONTREAL for pride and damn that was AWESOME!!! wayyyy too many hot people!! WAYYYYY, and what sucks about it is that i DIDNT GET LAID! =( oh well thats life, you win some, you loose some so better suck it up =) OMG he just messaged me on FB LOL weeeeee omg im such a nerd anyways montreal was awesome and i just want to go back there prolly next summer...i dont know about winter =S brrrr im gonna freeze.....now that august is coming to an end, Im excited about school!!! hoefully i meet some one there hahaha i told that to my friend and he was like " oh boy, you're goin to school for all the wrong reasons" yea i know im such a slut sometimes but whatever, it will be my price whenever i aced a test or quiz or something lol =P I wanna go and do a back to school shopping, buy some binders, papers, pens, and some uhmmmmi dont know useless stuff that i will never use ever again, i'm excited to buy the text books hahahaha i'm excited to go back to school....i'd be the biggest geek lol =P anyways thats pretty much what's been happening in my life lately =P I'm going to try my very best to update this blog...promise!!!!!!!!!!! =) thanks guys for sticking it out with me =)